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OMG... TOO MUCH TO UPDATE!!! been out everyday....

bring it on bring it on bring it onnnn jaana ab to...

been reaching hm at 5am for the 3 consecutive days...

my graduation project dateline is on this coming s...

this is the kind of week that i wanted fer my bdae...

spoz to spend the wkend wid di... but sun nyer p...

things are better off this way.. let it stay this...

n ouh, did i forget to sayy, that it is a freaking...

today is definitely not a bad friday.. urm ok i m...

well obviously im bored. so yeahh.. my horoscope...

farhana
heedayu
diyana
miera
niz
bob
fatz
iDed
fatt
wah
sherah
Nadia Charlton
Nadia Charlton(old)
seri
AD-seri
yan
khai
fiza
amz
kimy

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OMG...

TOO MUCH TO UPDATE!!!

been out everyday.. wit ma close ones.. usual routine..

of lepaking wit the gurls.. spending sometime wit didi.. n amit n fisa n all...

in short, ive been.......

partying,

gg to temple,

doin sth illegal..,

shopping fer almost 3 consecutv days,

n sadly, 2 unlucky days..

1st -- being fined by NEA yet agn!

2nd -- our kitten died!!!! we watched it die....! CHIQA is dead! haizzzzz. :'(

n whut else ahhh....

broke someone's heart.. unintentionally.. wohh bechara...

n many more........................

life has been too happening tht i dont even hv the time to update this blog!

the past 2 wks ws AWESOME!!!

same goes for this week!

been clubbing fer almost everyday! last wk especially..

even on a mon nite!

hahaha.. nahh it aint boring... trust me..

oh godd..

ive spent too much time in dhoom!!!

especially yesterday/this morning!!!

we were thr after closing...

n still partying..

they allowed regular customers in...

MAYA'S BACK!!!! shez popular once agn... weeeeee!

n dhoom manager hv been asking me to be the dancer thr..

latest news, there's a new hindi club in london..

n he wans me to go thr.. fer 3 months... woww. LONDON yaar!

hmmmm...

anywayss....

n i ws throwing money on the dancers like nobody's business!

hahaha.. was high already..

n i love everything bout them.. especially tt rupali gurl...

frm her dance to her looks...

kitni khoobsurat hai yaar! hai hai..

so yeahhh..

hahaha luckily im nt a guy...

or else... lollies...

talking about being mentel..

ive been extra mentel these days..

hahaha...

n im soooooooooooooo in love wit tht H......

ahhh....

k its nt love...

cuz we've jus met...

u cn say its a huge crush at first sight!?

hai hai chakde punjabi!

punjabi guys are horny.. but i still love them.. whutta do! hahaha

n i let didi in on sth tiz morning.. on hw muc i wan him n etc... LOL

anyways i ws thr wid fisa dj n pooja..

hahaa..

n fisa cn sooooo tel tht im so into H......!

jus tht i dnt reli show it..

i dnt knw..

i mean..

we were surrounded by guys...

n i pretended as if hez jus 'another' guy..

but then hor.. deep in my heart.. i ws like...

dude!!!! when r u gna ask for my no!!!!!

hahahaha

n he did!!!!! so yeyyyyyyyyyyy!

n ouhh.. smwhr in btw.. abhi texted saying sth like..

i cn see tht ur much happier wit H...

he even had to txt me to go out n smoke...

hahahaha

n whr did abhi come frm..

hmmm k ppl dnt get confuse...

abhi ws thr even before MR H..... came

n was flirting wit me..

he ws wit a chinese gurl but din even get her a drink..

wtf! he knws her name n nth else... haha

she followed him frm arena all the way til dh0om?

fuckin cina.. go chinatwn la dey! n mkn babi.. hahahahha

k my hangover is getting worst nw tht ive typing alot n been staring too much at the screen..

so alvida! wil b bck soon i hope. lol. chao chao chao!

Maya at | 4:05 PM

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bring it on bring it on bring it onnnn jaana ab to foreverr!

hu the hell has control of that damn... IM UR DJ! weeeeeee!

hai chakde fate!!

yesterday was quite awesome...

had 'brunchner' at nizzie's place.. ard 5pm..

spoz to hv ikan sambal

but then hor..

her maid was keeping it fer haris n amiera..

sob sobb...

then we went to el sheikh to kill time..

i mean.. better than staying at hm rytt!

hahaaa..

so yeah.. as usual..

had 2 hot chocs, grape sheesha, n baklava..

but wit different beb la...

lol i miss my other half..

whr was i..

n yeahh.. after wic.. we headed to clark quayy..

to take full advantage of ladies nite..

the plan was to go to attica to get the 5 free drinks..

followed by arena's free flow of lychee tini/housepours..

n then mos..

but then yea...

somebody had to get drunk after 4 tequilla shots, vodka cranberry n vodka lime! -_-

hahahaa.. TOLD YA UR THE WEAKEST LINK!

heeee ok2 chill.. u knw im kidding..

the bartender shdnt hv been sooo nice n gave us additional 1 tequilla each..

or proly he shd jus gave it to me or sth..

i wouldnt mind like 10 shots of it.. bring it on! hee

sadly, din feel anything even after drinking as muc as her..

nt even a lil tipsy..

sighhh.. boring rytt! i knw -_-

spent 2 hrs looking after mcnizziena..

felt bad cuz my fren 'ban' had 2 luk after her as well..

sent her hm ard 2 n we were bck to clark quay!

went to mos n took ban's free drinks..

hahahaha..

spent sometime at smoove..

n off to boat quayy..

;)

breakfast at shah alam..

went to krishz fer awhile.. then chillies..

damn fun la....

they were playing hey mama..

i chucked my handbag aside n continued dancingg

haha but the sucky part was,,,,

i wasnt even highhh. =(

so yeaaa.. urm..

its partying agn tonite..

n tmr nite..

n sat nite....

say hola ppl! maya in the hs!!!!

nx wk wil be performing an item at jeanz..

n errr shd b gg fer audition at st james nx wkend..

i jus hope tht life wil stay this wayy..

partying n stuff..

speaking of wic.... ohh nvm...

more to come.......

Maya at | 10:46 AM

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been reaching hm at 5am for the 3 consecutive days!

SATURDAY

did what i had to..

spoke to him...

but am nt sure whether i managed to drill sth into his head..

i think i did.. a lil..

he sounded as if he has been brainwashed..

oh well..

got a lil stress at tht moment.. the awkward silence.. n ouh!

cuz he doesnt seem to understand simple lang..

n kept putting the blame on her..

repeated myself fer a couple of times..

n he noticed tht..

nt sure if i sounded rude..

but i said sth like..

'yea the reason y ive been repeating maself is bcuz u dnt seem to be getting it.. '

spent the nite at elsheikh wid di..

followed by ecp.. wit sagar.. =)

we were sitting on the rocks n thr were loads of cockroaches appearing frm nowhere..

i dnt think i ws over reacting..

but im reli afraid of cockroaches..

my GREATEST phobia!

oh gawd.. n bcuz of that..

there r scratches all over my sony vaio... ARGHHHHHH

we spent the rest of the nite sitting on the beach..

n watching hindi clips on my lappy..

SUNDAY

it ws a last minute plann..

went out with nizzie to catch sex and the city..

i swear i cant get the 'shower' scene outta ma head.. til todayyy! godd.

n yeaa.. followed by sahara.. wid feyy nis n wahh

random!

haha

n they were saying tht i was horny.. hahahaha wth!

oh well, everyone's horny wadd.. no biggie...

MONDAY

went out with fisa, dj and sagar..

yea2.. ecp yet agn.. fuckk... i ws forced to sing dil neh yeh kaha hai dil se!

paisehhhhhhhhhhhhh.

but they were saying tht.. ahemz.. i hv a great voice.. thx.. =)

n did i mention that sagar joined saregama when he was 16!

he got 2nd!!! oh my.... how cool is that! n yeaa.. hez frm dehradun..

the same plc (n sch) whr kareena kapoor is frm..!!!!

TUESDAY

i slept for the whole day! can u believe it!

goshh.. thanx to the stupid eye infection thingy..

can hardly open my right eye.. dammit..

tot of talking to di over the phone..

but she'll be on the line wit tht cikeding dayak fren of hers..

n i ekceli mentioned tht to her.. as in hv fun wit tt cikeding dayak tmr..

sth lyk tht.. n she din reply..

hmm proly she doesnt like it..?

lol..

nt trying to be mean..

but yeaa...

after i found out whut im nt spoz to..

i dnt knw..

n dont get me wrong..

im not affected by what was being said bout me by tht dayakk..

tht i hv attitude prob or sth.. n she doesnt like me..

hahaa..

i find tht unnecessary..

firstly cuz we met like oni once or twice kinda thingg..

she doesnt even knw me..

so who the fuck is she to judge rytt rytt..?

n to add on.. shez jus one of the random peep..

so i dont c y it shd matter..

if it were to come frm someone i care/love.. tht wd hv been different..

ok.. even i do judge her during first/second meeting..

but not her attitude..

cuz i dont know her..

but frm what i heard.. shez dumb. haha. what cud b worst than that..

n yea i ws saying... i ws judging bout....... her looks..

but of coz i din say anything..

tt wd b mean..

n so yeaa i tried to be nice..

but agn.. to think of it.. i shdnt have..

shd've jus remained bitchy.. lol.. like u knw, the way nilu treated her..

hahh. karma works. but isnt tht worst than wat karma's spoz tu be? ahaaa

well well..

tht kinda person deserve nothing. but my sympathy..

tsk2..

n if di couldnt understand tht, then thrs nth tht i can do... hmmm

Maya at | 11:30 PM

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my graduation project dateline is on this coming sat..

BEFORE 1 PM..

n i haven even get started...!

omg..

im super worried...

but yeahh..

as usual..

last minute gurl..

ouhh whatever...

n to add on, im super worried about her as well..

the fact tt shez hiding loadsa things...

i dont wan her to be doin nonsense..

but i cnt stop her either..

i dont wana appear as a control freak...

n at the same time..

i love her alot..

n i wana gv her tht trust..

arghhhh.

believe it or not..

i cnt stop myself frm wondering

who is this new bunch of frenz

tt she hv been doin nonsense with..

im seriously bothered...

cuz i care n love alot...

tried my very best to help..

sighh..

n i reli wan them to get bck together..

cuz i dnt wana c her destroying her life like this...

it hurts me..

fuckk man..

ppl ard her loves her alot..

i dont c y she hafta do all this..

i mean yeahhh i knw tht its different..

but at least u stil hv luv all ard u.. rytt?

unlike me...

i dont hv anyone.

sheesh.

n yesterday i ws emo-ing bout tht..

n went to dhoom alone..

to drink..

but then i bumped into one of my old fren, nisa..

she waz thr wid this indian guy.., DJ

hu cudnt stop saying tht im hot..

goshh.

din expect the night to turn out to be awesome

DJ's frenz are quite friendly actually..

pooja n sagar..

n god dammit i cudnt stop staring at sagar laa...

sheesh..

then we started talking..

n went out to smoke..

n after club we were out thr.. holding hands..

walking by the river..

n thr was this part whereby the floor ws slippery

n thr i was holding onto him tightlyy.. heeee omg..

swit or whadd..!

nahh its nt love..

cuz i dnt reli knw him..

all i knw is tht.. i LIKE him alottt...

heheeeee ;)

i wanted to kiss him ekceli..

b4 alighting frm d cab..

but shy laaaa.. haha..

cuz he seem like a nice guy..

or else..

hw wd've tried sth funny..

like all the other bastards out thr..

sheesh.

i still cant believe it..

tht i had fun on a tue nite?!

hahaaaa..

we burned the dance floor..

n i cnt rmbr whud song..

but i ws soo fucking hyper n cudnt stop dancing n bhangra-ing..

n pooja was jus staring n she said

'kya kamaal hai yaar'

heheheheheee... then i kembang lor..

omg n she paid for my drinks!!

tht dhm guy came wid the bill n she paid using her credit card..

so i went up to her n passed her 70 bux but she din wana take it..

oh godd..

at first i had 2 glasses of vodka..

then i decided to order a jug..

n she paid fer all! plus samosas n chic wings..

hai hai...

thx yaar..

pooja went off at ard 2 plus cuz she gotta get up early for work..

so it was jus me nisa DJ n sagar..

boat quay mac ws under renovation so we went to east coast park instead..

fer breakfast..

then sagar sent me hm...

i loike ;)

he doesnt wana take the cab fare frm me either..

awww.. sucha switheart..

=))) thrs sth bout him... i knw.. i cn tell.. oh goddd..

n the fact tt he lives nearby... is awesome!! hehehehehe ;)

n he cudnt stop saying tht as well. i loikee.... ;)

Maya at | 3:30 PM

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this is the kind of week that i wanted fer my bdae!

hahaaa..

but damn...

i stil wan rupeeeeee rm!

haven been clubbing fer quite sometime..

went to dxo on thu nite wid ima wahh fai niss...

the freaking club ws freaking empty!

k nt literally! but yahhh but no but yahhhhhh

kk im nt high..

im jus pretending to be highh..

cuz i wana b high!?

hahahahaaa..

damn laaaaa....

whr was i? oh ya dxo!

we made it fun tho!!

but sheesh sth bad happened...

stupid shahh! shabogs!!!!

u gurls knw whadd tt means...

nah nth hapend to me..

im safe n sound..

wic is boring!?

bluekh!

n we were spoz to go to rupee rm earlier!!!

like fuckin 4 hrs ago??

fuckkkk..

crap yaar...

the plan was to go arena AT FIRST..

thrs tis stupid dating shit gg on in thr...

nuts n bolt event...

n the fuckin crowd was fucking fugly chinese!

chinese ws bad enuf laaa...

fugly some more!!

waaargh.

then smrithi and i wanted to go to rupeee...

while her sis n frenz ended up at gothams..

but damn!

she hafta b 19 to enter rupeeee!

n she jus turned 18..

bluekh.. we cudnt go in..

n when i turned n walked..

guess who i bumped into!

rynna maria..

god knows if she saw me..

but yeahhh..

we were less than a metre away?? haha

by the time i wanted to say HIEE RYNN!

she passed by liao...

so nvm lor.. booo

then i saw kiran!

n iws like heeyyy is tt kiran!

n he ws like eh yaa hie hw r u???

then hor..

he lit the cig fer me..

weeeeee..

ekceli his fren..

but all makkel..

i no like...

i wan punjabi..

pakistani...

hindustani...

nt makkel..

hehee

n we i ended up drinking amsterdam..

then we went to gothams..

ouhh well..

the crowd sux...

some mama cina chit trying to get close to me..

helll boyy, u aint my type..

u wana grind?

na'ahhhh... hahahah

kalau hot tkpe...

n thr was tis performance in btw...

kinda seductive...

like naughty pussy whr hv u been knda video clip?

hahahahahaaa...

smrithi's fren ws saying tht the guys looked gayy...

woi i dont think so okay!

hez fuckin hot!!

n while he did the dot dot bang bang move...

*u knw whad i mean ;p*

he ws fuckingg lukin at me!

cuz i ws standing ryt in front of the stage...

aww hot shit...

i wana rape u!

hahahaaaa kidding!

but the gurls are lesbians i think..

fuckk..

luk at me for wadd..

i dont wan ur breast..

how boringg... haaaaaaaaaaaaahh!

n yeaaa nw im hm...

fuckk i wan rupee rm!

somebody pls go wid me...

ergh =(

Maya at | 4:19 AM

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spoz to spend the wkend wid di...

but sun nyer plan spoil.. thx to the babu singh la..

plus mensus cramps..

n yea taz ws sick..

today's plan corked up as well..

thx to shakeel n his bestie..

we ended up at arab st..

wic ws kinda okayy..

we wore the same blck top n sweater... =)

hahaa..

then.. fai paitao..

he chaoed fuckinn early laa..

hmph..

aftr tt sheesha place..

we went to elsheikh...

haha whutta do.. too attached redi ahh..

i wont say fun cuz i dnt think di had fun..

except fer the videos..

n i realised tht i ws extra quiet?

fuckk..

i dnt knw..

n yeahh i din mention anything to her..

but i ws feeling rather sad..

dont ask me y..

cuz i dont fuckinn knw y..

these emptiness in me..

is seriously bothering... i guez

gawdd..

wen m i gna mit my soulmate??

someone who'll love me more than myself..

and provide me wit all the needs?

n i mean it, all.

sheesh.

its better to hv love n lost..

than nt to have it at all.

n to add on, im ekceli worried 4 her..

it has got nth to du wid us..

its jus tt..

its at the bck of my mind..

like always? hahhh

but i wont ask..

well..

i dnt wana bring anything up n spoil her mood..

so yeahh.

n tadi i ws a lil fragile..

n got hurt..

unintentionally.. wateva..

tht ws wen she mentioned bout sheraaz..

as in..

yea2 laf it off..

imitate...

but hey, i dnt find it funny..

if he were to do tht to u, then u'd knw uhh..

only if the penknife ws wid me instead..

n nt in ur bloody bag.

i shd hv gone alone.

cuz i happened to bring along the useless peepz.

i dont mean 2b rude.. but yeahh..

muz disappeared aftr tht day n troz senyap..

fuckin hell la.

instead of solving, it became more kecoh ehh.

tot we r jus gna settle things.

n i brought proof along..

riteeeeeeeeeee..

fuck.

im nt trained. so yea. i aint strong to take up one on one.

like wth. at least i did slapped his face..

n made him said sorry.

so whad if its in front of the cop? sheesh.

fucked up uhh.

n tht helped to add on a lil to my miserable feelingss.

fuckk.

Maya at | 12:56 AM

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things are better off this way..

let it stay this wayy... ok god? thanks yaar!

ok nt yaar.. tum bhagwan ho, hai na?

chill. hehe.

n ouhh yes... i hope our 'sugar daddy' will stayyy...

hahaaaaa. this sundayy daddy.. we're so gna make u broke. i hope. lol

plus, WED is gna b THE day for the ultimate 'kokokrunch'.. weeeee

n yes awesome bunch, this coming thurs or fri. on me. paulaner. aitee... cnt wait. =)

Maya at | 6:26 PM

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n ouh, did i forget to sayy, that it is a freaking SMALL world?

ouh nvm. shant elaborate. YOUUU shd knw y..



whose 'YOUUU' ?>

hahhhh im nt telling.

boo im bored!

Maya at | 2:03 AM

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today is definitely not a bad friday..

urm ok i mean yesterday..

its gd friday ppl..

wheepeeee!

y?

haha..

urm cuz..

i finally met up wit didi agn? lol.

well its bcuz i had funn..

met di & fai for lunch at bugis..

long john..

n we were stil wondering wht the plan wd be..

they boys were definitely sending fadhil off to d airport..

hez gg to umrah.. wow! respect.. hahahaha

gues fique taz and i shd b gg next?

(only we wd know whyy)

aniwaez yeaa..

so after lunch.. fai went to the airport..

and the two of us went to arab st.. to get drinks.. sheesha n stuff..

fique joined us later..

then we met up wit fai n fir fer awhile..

wic is..

right after we were caught!! fuckk..

partner in crime up to some mischief agn..

at the SAME freakinn place!

oh gawd.

but the feeling was great..

i mean not the tension part..

the mid part..

n we escaped!

but then di felt bad..

so yeahh..

i went bck thr to p*y..

if i were to be alone..

i wd jus chao la sehh..

hahahaaa n no!

i dont mind p*y*ng..

its jus tht.. i love the gerek feeling..

hehe..

hopefuli she felt better.. =)

n ouhh yea..

movie was cancelled cuz di heard tt it wasnt a gd one..

so..

i chgd ma mind..

cuz i dnt think it wil b worth watching..

esp nt after 3 negative opinions.. hmm

plus, i can get the dvd for free! like soon?

frm tis pundekk.. opp mustafa..

so yeahh.. hahahaha

n ouh..

we din ended up at mustafa either..

cuz....

she knws...

whut im upto i guez! damn. haha.

i wan lg........................... ='( sobz

n ouh fuckk, i feel so fuckin bad cuz

i cnt mit the 'awesome bunch'..

i was the one hu agreed to fri..

then..

ahhh..

jus hope tt they wil understand..

tht i dnt mit my love ones tt often..

n tt i fuckin miss them? =/

esp.... ouh nvm.

Maya at | 1:26 AM

Friday, June 06, 2008

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well obviously im bored.

so yeahh..

my horoscope for the day...


A friendship may be starting to feel one sided.
Get it all out in the open, today.
Are you giving too much, or are they?
It's time to take stock of the balance of power,
and ask yourself
if having constant power struggles
is really the way you want
to live your life with this person.

hahhh. obviously not.

n ouhh.. part of her horoscope for the day says..


One person is probably sacrificing too much
for the sake of keeping things peaceful.
But the resentment is there, and it is growing.
It's time to get it all out in the open.
Work out a compromise.

dyu see the similarities? read the one in red again.

Maya at | 1:05 AM

Thursday, June 05, 2008

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fuck loneliness.

do drugs.

hahhhhh.

wtf..

i hate my life..

fuckin fucked up lonely life.

im nt a beggar..

n yet i

begged for mercy..

n all im getting is ignorance..?

the one tt i love, miss & care for (the most)

dont gv a damn bout me AT ALL..

giving me shitty kinda treatment..

ignoring my existence..

n im stil hanging on...........

wht cud b better than that..??

riteeeeeeeeeeeee...

i've totally lost my self-confidence..

tooo broken.. shattered.. lonely.. n..

desperately in need to be loved and cared for..

cnt help but to breakdwn.. esp wen im all alone..

on my own..

wondering when will this misery come to an end..

i jus dont know how to get all d fuckkin emotions out of me..

i wan to be heard..

why izit so hard for us to hv heart to heart talk?

we dont hafta argue dammit..

jus a heart-to-heart talk..

as simple as tht!

stil, too muc to ask for huhh ???

crap..

we cud hv easily put wateva dissatisfactn across

without evn arguing.

sheesh.

letting each other in.. clear shits.. n stuff..

u do knw tt ur the only one who cn enlighten my so called burden..

i dont c y i hafta go thru this fer the 2nd time..

look, i never asked for another best fren..

in fact, i dnt even intend to hv one..

bt along the wayy..

i dnt even knw hw we gt close..

n nw u decided to leave me all alone n be bck to sq 1?

I DONT HAVE ANYONE ELSE IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD DAMMIT

i've been upto nonsense...

N I DONT C ANY OTHER WAYY OUT..

except..........

destroying myself..

god shd seriously consider taking my life away..

cn u hear me dammit?

having fun up thr huh?

fuck.

everything is soo different now..

i dont c why

besties or close ones hafta distant themselves..

fer sucha long period of time..

ignoring most of the phone calls n smses..

n even my existence!

n too add on..

he or she hafta ask things like

y cnt we be like normal frenz..?

mit wen we are free..? (wic is once in every few wks)

if nt then dont mit..

dont u think tt i deserve an explanation at least...?

i knw tt things hv been hard for u at hm as well..

but doesnt mean tt u haf the right 2 treat me like this..

i've been treated like a piece of shit..

n yet im still hanging on..

doesnt tht mean anything to u??

i jus nid more attention, esp NOW

what the hell is gg on man..

the moment i fil tt i need u the most, u choose to leave..?

is that whut frenz r for?

jus what izit tt u dnt understand wen i said i need u?

Maya at | 9:14 PM

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i miss sayingg good morniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing mumbai..

and salaaaaaaaaaaaam namaste...

i miss doing nonsense....

exploring our wayy frm one gunwara to another,

jus to look for free bangless.....

i miss hanging on the phone.......

i miss sheeshaing and chaoing frm thr........

i miss those moments at zamzam, elsheikhh n naach mahal..........

i miss being fed...........

i miss being manja-ed.............

i miss being loved............

i miss being cared for............

i miss getting high by the river..............

i miss taking care of u when u were drunk...............

i miss providing u a shoulder to lean on................

i miss doing ALL the things tt we used to do............

together..................

manicure.................

hair-do...................

those moments,

wen we used to point at our bangles n say,

"punjabi..canot fight"..

n ALL the other moments............................

n had so much fun................

i miss my partner in crime................................................................

i...................................

am.......................................

highh........................................

i think.

Maya at | 12:19 AM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

*[[ ]]*

wahh called ard 3pm..

i was still asleep..

the plan is to go to twn...

n guess whut tym i woke up!

6pm!

ergh.

nth new.

reached thr ard 720...

had brunchner' wit nizzie at kfc..

then off to indochine..

i loveee chocolate martini! omg..

damn nice laa..

n ouhh we got a free shot..

thx to the biatch..

nizzie..

flirting wit tt old man..

haahhh!

-- i dnt knw y all im getting is ignorance. just tell me how hv i wronged u?? ur not helping to make things any better for me. thts fine. i shall deal on my own.. but all this crap.. i dont c how iz all these necessary --

Maya at | 12:43 AM

** In tHis pLaCe oF dArKnEss **

*** ThAt nO oNe cAn EvEr sEe ***

**** All tHe saDneSs anD deSpAir ****

***** ThAt's beComiNg aLL Of Me *****